shit! i'm in love...

history repeats itself. doesn't it? again i fall in love with someone in relationship... =( i'm actually not really disappointed because she gives me a very nice response, which means we tend to like each other. hehe... but u know, i just can't express myself the way i normally do because she has a boyfriend. sometimes she's with her boyfriend when i call her. believe me it's not as simple as it sounds!

why there's no beautiful girl n still single in this world? every beautiful girl has a partner. so the only way to get a beautiful girl is waiting until she breaks up with her boyfriend... how if i wait too long n they're still together? hhhh... i think too much, man. but i think that's the way it is. my friends who have a beautiful girlfriend waited for some time until the girl broke up with her previous partner.

few days ago, i called her after three days of no communication. when i called her, she's with her boyfriend, so i just called her for five minutes. i was stressed out because i actually missed her! hehe... [dangdut bener ya gw...] u know what i did? i listened to some music with my earphone and turned the volume so high. if i didn't use my earphone, everyone in my house will hear that very fucking LOUD sound... i did it for three hours! tried to run away from reality... truth sucks! haha...

well, i also had some sweet moments with her. i kept reading some of her sweet sms... [makin dangdut deh gw...] i kept thinking of the sweet moments we've had... she's gonna be mine, man! i just have to be patient... yeah! she's gonna be mine!